My surgery is tomorrow

I am getting very nervous right now. I have to be at the hospital at 5:00 am and it starts at 7:30. I have known for a long time that I would need a total hysterectomy but I just kept putting it off. My endo. is back and worse than ever. I can't keep living on painkillers, especially with a 19 month old who needs me. My family will take care of Dallas while I am in the hospital. Hopefully I will be home by Thursday. John is coming home Thursday so he will be able to take care of the baby and me!!! I am worried about Dallas. I hope she doesn't think I abandoned her. She is too young to understand what is going on. Please say a prayer for me and for Dallas. I will update later this week when I get home.